William Brown (Sheila Hill)

This is just a quick hello, she’s so busy talking to everyone else but I wouldn’t let her ignore me! How are you? What a year.

So next year is the year to make good plans, there is a lot you can be getting on with. The noise of the pigeon in my garden, as I write this, is driving him mad, he can’t understand but he gets it too. Noise is noise and that’s better than deafening silence.

He’s so glad he’s not gone forever and lives on in so many, and is remembered by so many. He gets to live in Australia now and he loves that, he knows exactly why you did it and he’s so glad you did for so many reasons. Your house is great just what you need and he likes how it’s a sanctuary, away from everyone too, which is also what you always needed.

Still, have a great birthday, she’s writing this before your birthday so I can say that! I’ll see you in your dreams, my love always. Mum says hello too but this about me and you today.

Merry Christmas, all my love Dad . To both of you, and it will be great to see you both together again soon xx

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Well what’s all this fuss about, you know you’re strong and now you’ve got me and your Mum looking after you, but you know a burden shared is a burden halved so remember to share with those who care about you and there are lots. You know it was so good to see my Mum again, I realise how much I missed her and I know you miss us exactly the same. You know you always did do the right thing, you know I got to love you and yes I lost you , but I get to see you more now, so tell Terry to look out, I’m always watching and no more complaining.

He’s showing me a beautiful deserted beach you are going to very, very white sandy beaches and you are walking along alone pondering as you do, he says when you get there he’s gonna join you on that beach. Take some time out there, get your thoughts together and just keep breathing. Well you have so much love around you now and fun to be had so no time to be sick, just keep moving forward, no looking back. Your brother needs to lose weight – I’m worried about diabetes for him and it can be avoided. Now your youngest grandchild, well she’s a beauty and she sees me, I keep her busy, well you know you wouldn’t expect anything less would you. Now come on chin up you’re going to be alright whatever happens, we’ve got it all sussed out – all you need to do is breathe and laugh and love all of you. Tara for now all my love Dad X