This energy is so faint (which may mean that he hasn’t been in spirit for long) but he wants to say Mum, Mum, Mum it’s OK, I made it, it’s OK. He’s bummed he’s missing Christmas so please make sure you don’t! You have to celebrate, we always do, you have to make too much food that we won’t eat, it’s tradition.
Sorry I’ve left, I know your heart is breaking, well everyone’s is, even mine but I made it. I’m safe and well, well as well as you can be. Remember ‘the firsts’ suck apparently, all of them suck but I will never ever be far away Mum.
Thanks for everything you’re doing for everyone. Now off you go, have a good cry in the bedroom then get the Christmas tree lights on. I’ll be back..…