Susan Fraser (Lauren Fraser)

Hello my angels, I’m sorry you think I’ve left you and I’m sorry it was so hard for you. I’m around every single day trying to lift your burden, your grief and I get glimpses that it is lifting, but then you grab it like a security blanket again.

I’m free, I’m fine, no life will never be the same, you will, we will, all have trauma but accepting that is part of the healing and letting go. I’m really okay, truly I am Yes of course I miss you all , my life and yes I too can be bitter about it but that will stop the love we did have and do still have?

She really, really makes me feel very peaceful and at ease so please hold onto that. Her soul is unharmed. It was just the physical not her soul spirit. She loves the necklace in this photo and make sure it gets worn as much as possible. To keep me around you have to keep living, include me in all your adventures but please, please have those adventures. It’s important to me. I want to watch you all the time. In spite of what happened I’m still watching and talking.

Let’s start with 1111 and then the number 27 will start popping up. It’s a nine so it’s time to let go and start afresh. I’ll not miss a thing, remember that. Look after each other and I’ll see you in your dreams and daydreams.

All my love, now and forever Mum XXX.