David Freeman (Bernie Freeman)

Well, well, well this is a first, we can talk here but just not in person. No, I’m not bitter it was all my own doing. I brought all of this on myself. I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you when you needed me. I was selfish and too wrapped up in my own things. I was doing all I could to hold on. (get the joke?).

Life threw us a few curve balls, you managed way better than I did. This last one was a biggie (a doozie). I was stuck, no idea how to move forward or what that even looked like so I went into self destruction. I was never good at talking about what counts or mattered. I wasn’t in pain, I just wanted to disappear with no fuss. I didn’t want to be on drugs all my life, alcohol was enough. I was sad life turned out how it did but again, it was my own undoing. I’m not lonely now there are lots of people here who know us both.

Please take care of yourself & have no regrets, that’s just a waste of time. Focus on what you can do with the time you do have left. If you can, keep in touch with the family now I’ve gone, if you want to. Take care, thank you for doing this. ‘Til we meet again and again I’m sorry. D