Kym Pilkington (Xanthie Rickard)

Wow, it’s almost 10 years. You are so like me in more ways than you know (that’s a compliment). I’m a Grandma now, who knew? Keep yourself healthy, you know what to eat and what to do, no cutting corners. You will get through this, it’s just a drop in the ocean of life.

She makes me feel a lady has now joined her, maybe her Mum, she’s crying but happy. She loves that life has just kept going, just like she wanted, so thank you for that, all of you. Have a quiet Christmas, you don’t need to rush around remember. Enjoy every moment and you’ll lead a good life.

P.S. if you want to change your job, just do it. Love you so much Mum X



There’s my beautiful girl, well young woman now, Wow. You’ve come a long way and I’ve enjoyed every step of the way. She’s making me feel like you’ve graduated since she passed or achieved similar because she is so, so proud and has tears in her eyes that she missed it – well, missed it in the flesh; spirit wise she was there of course.

She’s making me feel like a baby is coming? And again she’s so proud. I think you may have a brother because there is a boy she misses too. In fact she misses all of you constantly but loves being able to watch from afar so to speak.

You know she’s always with you and always answers your questions – her voice will always be in your head, always! So go, keep being amazing and enjoy this Christmas coz next year it will be very different.

Love to you all

Mum X