Margaret Ellen Stenhouse (Sam Billings)

Now this is all new, I’m not old anymore and I’m not in pain either. I like this. I get to see you all as much as I like now (this is very early days. She has only been gone six weeks!)

You are so like me. I love you, don’t you dare think that you have let me down, you let me go and that’s much better. If the shoe was on the other foot you would do exactly the same. I had everything I needed to let go. My heart was full so don’t you worry.

Now – Christmas cheer please, lots of it. Celebrate me as you are doing and yes a few tears on Christmas, but think about all the times we did have, not what we don’t. I met my mum… That’s been amazing so please think of that when you are missing me as that’s a happy time for me. Love you always, stay true to you.

Nanny XXX.