Mathew Blake (Jodie and Dianne)

I was to keep looking until I found the recent date – his first year is over! Over, over, over, now you can start moving forward please. Look I love you all, I miss you all but I would never have put life on hold. I always kept moving so do it for me please, keep moving. I’m OK, I promise I’m OK, really I am.

I’m being nagged here like I was there but I’m OK. Apparently I’ve got some thinking to do and ‘soul searching’ – Mum would love that one. Life was lived the best I could, cut it short, yip but at least I lived as best I could. Have a better Christmas this year please and I’ll be there watching.

Love you all, thanks for everything you do always X