Ronald Davies Thursby (Chelsea Harper)

He tells me, he’s not sure suddenly, is how he would would describe it. He was 89 years old. 100 might’ve been nice but I think it was time. I never ever wanted to be a burden on anyone and I may have become that. His breath feels very queasy and I feel it’s hard to give up in the end. He says it was very mild and he wasn’t in pain. It was over very fast and that’s what he wanted. No big drama or sendoff. Although your tribute for him blew him away. (He jokes, he fell off his perch with the people and kind words).

He was a very practical man and sceptical of things. He’s asking you to do your research right now before you make any big decisions.

At the moment 11:11 will make you smile but he’ll keep the numbers and music and initials flooding on in so you know he’s always around.

Someone has his ring, tears fill his eyes, he feels their love and thanks them for holding onto it.

Have a great Christmas, leave me a chair and I’ll see you again I promise.

Huge hugs and much love Papa XXX.