She says I was always full of life always, so to have the life taken out of me was hard for you all – real hard but I’m still dancing and laughing (at you all ha ha ha) Now I know this Christmas maybe harder but what I would say is “dust yourself off and get on with it) the show must go on. I’m fine, no Christmas shopping or cooking for me anymore ever! I’m settling in well got plenty of helpers and I’m ok, so you all need to be too. Just pull a cracker for me please.
She makes me feel like she was cremated, she says you know what to do with her and remember its “only” the physical, the rest of her will haunt you and hang around and she laughs.
Merry Christmas everyone, sorry I couldn’t wait around till the New Year Xxx